Hearing my life

Filling in the missing pieces of information of life.

• • 2
  • Feb 6

  Woke up randomly at 6am on the dot thinking about how much I miss when my ex came up to visit me and we would share a bed. The thing about break ups, is you don’t realize all the stuff you miss about the relationship right away. It just slowly creeps up on you little by little. You can go to the mall without thinking about it one day, and then the next day remember it is where you agreed to being official. It’s a very lonely feeling. 

  • #break up
  • #exes
  • #missing
  • #moving on
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• • Feb 14

  Last night

  I told my ex I wasn’t getting back together with him like he asked all weekend. It was the right decision because no matter what it wouldn’t work out. But seeing how today is Valentine’s Day it kind of sucks, and the romantic in me wishes I had said yes even though I knew all weekend what I was gonna say. 

  Is it bad that I had wished I said yes just so I didn’t have to go through Valentine’s Day alone again for the 7th year?

  • #valentines day
  • #exes
  • #no flowers for me
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• • Feb 14

  Today started out so happy and good, and ever hour that goes by I feel more and more sad and lonely. I’m finally feeling the weight of my decision not to go back to him. 

  • #exes
  • #sorry to be a buzz kill
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• • 1
  • May 19

  Talked to one of my exes this morning, pretty much the only one that I’m still close with because we never got serious.

  But it’s just nice knowing you can still be friends with someone you did “stuff” with. I guess it’s because we’re all starting to get older and mature. It’s no longer about dating someone just to prove to others you’re wanted. When you get past your 21st year you realize petty things don’t matter anymore. 

  • #exes
  • #friends
  • #maturity
  • #growing up
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• • 8
  • Jun 19

  If you’re my ex, that means I no longer owe you any answers. Don’t worry about who I’m with now, all you gotta know is that it isn’t you
  • #exes
  • #relationships
  • #couples
  • #quote
  • #moving on
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• • 5
  • Jun 24

  You can’t let old flames burn you twice. You wouldn’t put your hand on a hot stove after you’ve been hurt by it
  • #old flames
  • #exes
  • #burned
  • #hurt
  • #quote
  • #move along
  • #relationship
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• • 3
  • Jul 2

  If they leave without a reason; don’t let them come back with an excuse.

  (Source: sexinthecrowd.xanga.com)

  • #quotes
  • #love
  • #break up
  • #excuse
  • #reason
  • #couples
  • #exes
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About

I'm about to graduate with my BS in Psychology and then I'm headed off to grad school. I do have fibromyalgia, a chronic pain and nerve disorder, so I relate to invisible illnesses. I love learning new things, fandoms, and quotes. I'm here if anyone needs to talk, and I never stop looking for the positive in life.