I honestly don’t care how much worse anyone has it right now. I’m exhausted. I’m tired of pushing myself in school, being nice to mean customers at work, and of all the physical pain my fibro has been causing me the last two weeks.
I’ve blown off friends about 4 or 5 times in the past two weeks just because my fibro hurts so much I just rather go home and sleep. I’m going to have this fibro for the rest of my life, and this is the longest I’ve ever had a flareup.
But I have to be strong, I can’t whine about an invisible illness like you can whine about being sick. Only a select few of my friends actually really listen to me about it.
I’m going from school in the morning, straight to work. And I even have work on the weekend. Idk. I’m just overall tired.
I already feel my knees tightening, which means I’ll be feeling pain when I wake up. Bring on the flareup. Luckily working out kind of pushes it away for an hour or two, so I need to keep it up. For all those fibro people trying to get in shape, just remember that you are better than your sickness and to go at your own pace (unless it’s just giving up). We can do it together :)
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