do you miss him at the most happy and fulfilling times in your life? just because you miss him when the world is quiet and you feel alone doesn’t mean you love him. you will miss anyone when you are lonely.
I know I can find a friend to talk to if I really need to. But it actually makes me more upset talking to friends because they keep trying to make reasons to why things happen, and I just honestly want to not think logically for a change, and just feel upset. Trust me, I can read people 10x more than most people. I can pretty much figure out why people do most things. But that’s what makes it worse, I know why things happen. And the shittiest thing about that logic, is i know it all comes down to not being anyone’s priority. No one is going to put things aside to help me, no one is going to drive hours away to see me, no one is going to stop their drugs or party life for a night to chill with me. No one wants to be around a depressed person, but how am I supposed to get undepressed with no support?
I’m a psych major, why aren’t my training methods working >.<
I'm about to graduate with my BS in Psychology and then I'm headed off to grad school. I do have fibromyalgia, a chronic pain and nerve disorder, so I relate to invisible illnesses. I love learning new things, fandoms, and quotes. I'm here if anyone needs to talk, and I never stop looking for the positive in life.